woodpeckers & redbirds dance along the tree line. gray skies and misty air set the mood for this day of despair.Chilly silence echos through the woods, whispers of darkness drifts upon the wind, wondering when this pain will ever end. Emotionally numb nerves of fire rage through my veins body aches that never end.Empty pill bottles fill the drawers and every purse and still there is never enough. Days and sleepless nights chasing the pain an endless race to no where fills my so called life.
To tired to put on the mask painted on smiles that fool the world around me. Hiding in the shadows I’ve learned to love so much. Staring out the window watching and waiting on the darkness to arrive, will it b ring me backto life.